Work day as a self employed FB seller

There are days, where you go to bed with hopes and too, wakes up with hopes.
"Tomorrow will be a good day. Let's start today with something new"

But the thing is, not everyday is a good day.
There are days where you just sit there, and wait. 
You waited and waited. But, nope... nothing... 
Money paid for ads, nope.. you don't have a single order.
Well it sucks. tbh. At first you get all worried, anxious.. all the bad mood, you name it. But then you get used to it.
There will also be days where you get sales. Orders coming in, packing, rushing for courier pickup. 

Life feels weird. My every day felt weird. I no longer worried(that much), cause... I am not achieving anything when I'm worried. But I do question myself. Should I continue this? What else do I missed? Where should I improve?

I wanted to be able to work myself, be financially independent with my own job.
I wanted to be able to have money, be successful in term of work and be able to stay home to manage house chores. Keeping everything in line. 

I used to want to have kids. That's one of the reason why I started all these. 
Reason(s) I started working myself. (1) I want to have kids and be able to stay home/not so rushy in the morning to sent my kids off. (2) I got rejected in interviews for new jobs. Couldn't stand/do not like the stress for interviews. (3) Wanted to try if I can succeed at doing my own work.

But now, plan changed. About kids. We'll take about it again. That's all for today. Byeb.